So hard to say...

It's so hard to say the things i want to when I am so guarded.
I want to, but there is always something holding me back.
I want to tell you how much I care,
How lucky I am to be with you,
How you are always so sweet and caring...
Is it silly of me to hide in the dark so scared of my past,
To never feel good enough because I cant tell you the simple things i like that you do?
The way you hold my hand,
how you brush away the hair from my face,
or that you look me in the eyes when you talk to me.
I don't wanna loose you...
That's what I wanna tell you but will never get the courage to say to your face...Just post on a blog that no one will read.