Someday It Will Be Worth It...

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."
~ Unknown

      I remember in the past saying that it was only goodbye for now, that if it was meant to be we would find ourselves together once more. I knew that we would go separate ways, that things would never be the same again.
      I watched you move on so fast, leaving the words you left me with, empty and hollow with a meaningless shell. I sat there as I saw your eyes so happy looking into the eyes of someone else. And I knew that, all I ever was, was just some girl you had a crush on.
      I fell harder than I should of...
      I held on hopelessly...
     It tried moving on, I got so close but you were still there. I hated it, because I sat there pretending that I was fine, that I had moved on. When really...I wasn't.
     They say if you really care about someone, you won't stand in the way of letting them be happy...Even if it means hurting yourself instead. I figured out that means you might hurt longer then expected.
     I do know that, even though it hurts in the end, which is far away, it will be worth it.
Worth the heart break, the nights crying myself to sleep, the pain of watching people I like being with someone else rubbed in my face...someday it will be worth it...even if it doesn't seem like it right now.