Goodbye for now....

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile."
~unknown

Sometimes in life you will find someone that makes you smile, makes your heart skip a beat every time you catch their eye, and creates a spot in your heart that will always be there. There will also be boulders on our path in life, that you have to make changes you don't want to.

I met someone and for the first time in awhile that I was able to put my guard down enough to let him in, to care so much about on person. He was sweet, caring, and a great guy. Every time I got to see him my heart seemed to pound so hard I could swear the people around me could hear. When he held my hand, every single time I got the butterflies in my stomach. He meant so much to me, and he actually cared about me. I believe that meeting him was one of the best things that could of happened me this year.

I didn't let go because I stopped liking him, or that he did anything wrong. The truth is...I didn't want to let go, or even thinking about him with anyone else. It's just in life... some of the best things come at the wrong time. Because of the time it happened, and the changes, even though I wanted it to work it couldn't...at least not for now...

Here's the deal though... have you ever heard the saying, "If you love something, let it go. If it comes back it was always yours. If it doesn't, it was never was..." Life is a spontaneous confusing thing. Life might be short but it is long enough that down the line, the people you had to say goodbye to,well... you just never know, they could come back.
Just don't hang on to it, move on, be happy. You don't have to forget, but still live your life...and hey you never know what can happen, you might be able to pick up where you left off.

It could be just... goodbye for now....