I run to forget...

I am one who hates to run in general.
Don't get me wrong, I love to work out, and love to play sports. It is just that I am more of a swimmer and muscular type work out kind of gal then a cardio one.
I have found though... when I am in pain, stressed, or just trying to forget something that has been bothering me for sometime, No amount of work out in any area will help as much as running will.
I hate running...but I run to forget...and it works.

When I look back at you, even if I have let go on trying to hold on to the past, and I see how fast you moved on. Whether or not I still care, it hurts to realize that what I thought was something special back then in the moment, really wasn't. If it was, you wouldn't have already moved on so quickly. Doesn't mean you're a bad person, and I am happy for you at the same time, it's just I assumed something to be true when it wasn't.
I have to run... Running is the one thing that can get my mind off of the pain, off my mistakes ...off the memory of you.

To be honest I like you better as my friend...

The truth is...I don't like you anymore, I honestly don't.
I am so happy about who you are moving on to. Glad that she is sweet and cares about you and will never hurt you.
But even though this is true and it's in the past...it still kinda hurts whether I want it to or not.

So I run... I run to forget you...it works...at least for a little while...

I run to forget the pain...
I run to forget the stress...
I run to forget that this world is unfair to so many people...
I run so that later on I can be happy...