To forget....

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go."
~Unknown

I've tried so many things to get you out of my mind. I have tried hard workouts, swimming, and running, and I know it ended without an end, but I have to remember why I did it. Seeing you do the exact thing I wanted...to move on... I don't know... It just hurts more then I thought.
The thing here is that to not get in the way. This was the thing I wanted. I wanted you to be happy, to move on, even if it hurt me. Now the only way to let this happen, is to try to forget you, to get you as far away from my mind as I can. Because I see you, hear you, and I get the picture of you falling for someone else and forgetting about how you use to look at me.
I want you to move on yet not at the same time. But to do that I can't care this much, not about you, not if I want you to move on so you can be happy...
I Need you out of my head...
Your in my head every day and every night...
This has to end... I have to get you out of my head, mind, and thought...for this to work... I want to have fun and be happy too. So for now I need to let you go... until later...
No matter how hard it is to forget... it's better then the pain it brings if I don't...