So Complex: Here is the thing...

So Complex: Here is the thing...: "So here is the thing, I have come to decide one of my life quotes, and trust me I have many, is that to enjoy life one must live it by takin..."

Here is the thing...

So here is the thing, I have come to decide one of my life quotes, and trust me I have many, is that to enjoy life one must live it by taking chances whithout looking back and regretting the past. Because the truth is, yesterday is gone and it's never comming back and you don't know how many tomorrows you are going to get. So why waste the time on focusing your mind in the past? It's not worth the pain. I understand about heartbreak, family issues, or rough patches, and it might be hard to let go. But have you ever heard the saying "Forgive and forget"? So you don't nessasarily have to forget things because you learn from different trials but don't let them hang onto you. It's baggage you don't need. Life is about living in the moment and the moment isn't yesterday...

So hard to say...

It's so hard to say the things i want to when I am so guarded.
I want to, but there is always something holding me back.
I want to tell you how much I care,
How lucky I am to be with you,
How you are always so sweet and caring...
Is it silly of me to hide in the dark so scared of my past,
To never feel good enough because I cant tell you the simple things i like that you do?
The way you hold my hand,
how you brush away the hair from my face,
or that you look me in the eyes when you talk to me.
I don't wanna loose you...
That's what I wanna tell you but will never get the courage to say to your face...Just post on a blog that no one will read.